Confessions of A Nihilistic Alcoholic

from We Reap What You Sow by The Antidon'ts

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Each day, I reflect back and dwell on my destructive past
Much love to my friends that helped me find my head
You saved me from myself

I'd say "I've had enough" every single night, and we'd cheers a better life for the millionth time
While they all rolled their eyes as I declined, y'all never left my side
I owe you my life

You know those pals who were always down?
That you thought would always stick around?
Until the bottle was gone, where are they now?
The truth hurts sometimes

I fantasized my death way too often, convinced abusing drugs would solve those problems
I still own real estate in rock bottom, but I made it out alive

Hey ma! Look at me now
You finally told me I make you proud
I'm sorry for all the pain I've delt
I gave you nothing short of hell

I've moved on from those detox bills
All those late night calls from the county jail
You believed I could and I figured it out somewhere along the way

For the first time ever, my shit's in order And sober's just a word for accepting boredom

I focus on my goals
Put all energy towards them, yeah
I think I'll be alright

Apologies and thanks to remaining my friends
I'm never gonna go back there again

To anyone else battling addiction...
you CAN win the fight
I believe in you

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from We Reap What You Sow, released October 22, 2018

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